Wednesday, January 20, 2010
the only reason i can think of is
because im not worth the sacrifise
so is it true?
Saturday, January 16, 2010
i can handle one disappointment
bt when it happens over and over again
it really makes me think again
im not as mature or understanding
and i dont think i will ever reach that level
im starting to doubt myself
its kindof tiring
Sunday, January 10, 2010
so many things to settttle suddenly!!
is being cheated such a big thing afterall?
i rather be cheated than to doubt someone and realise tt i am wrong..
the guilty feeling is so much harder to bear
i jus cant und how things are always done ur way.LOL
some small stupid decision tt i cant make
sounds damn loser bt who cares anw
i nv wanna promise things that im not sure of myself
HAHA.the first step to take
and anyway who doesnt like to be pampered?!
its e desire of every normal human being i guesss
and everyone should know this widely known FACT!
time passes so damn quickly!
the first wkk of 2010 is over!
time to get down to work to support myself
all because of the stupid adult fare.HAHA!
Friday, November 20, 2009
its kindof difficult to make decisions like this
cos most of the time i end up regretting
and its like the 1,001 times im asking myself
am i expecting too much?
or is it jus not up to expectations?
i thought it was pretty easy to meet them
bt its always and forever so disappointing
maybe its jus me
im not suited for this
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
if u can acty learn some communication skills
my life would be better
never ever understanding
so there's no different between asking or not asking for ur permission
or telling u the truth or lying
cos the outcome will never be positive
use abit of ur brains and count urself lucky
that because we are children of God
we do not choose to lie
and because we are guided by Him we still obey
13 more days
even with that little hope i have
i still have hope
all the best to all who are in the same state as me
Monday, September 14, 2009
sometimes being curious is not that good afterall
when i din know i wanted to know it so badly
bt after i knew it it jus make me more irritated and unhappy
and feeling this way made me moody
i wanna say but i jus cannot say
so im very sorry to be affected abt it and affect others
being sick at this point in time is the worst thing that can happen man
WAH LAOOOO feeling so irritated abt so many things
so many million things on my mind
i need so peace within..
Sunday, August 09, 2009
after reading szewans blog
I KEEEP THINKING ABT THE 16 DAYS IN CAMBODIA
I MISS THE SIMPLE LIFE TOOOO!
the eat sleep bathe lifestyle
giving us time to really reflect and reflect
I DONT EVEN HAVE TIME TO FINISH MY STUFF
how do i even find time to reflect
THANK GOD FOR THE CROSS
went to church w my bro
so super happy that i went
the innner happiness that i had.
the joy of just being there=))
its time to studyyy
i have been slping too much!
