I remember when

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

i hate being alone at hm
the feeling sucks big time!
i dont feel lyk doing anyting!
i think im much slacker tis yr

last yr i wil complete my maths hw at least.
tis yr i totally dont care
wondering what cogged up in my mimd

to forget you i have to like someone else
you?
pls give me some rest
grant me some peace within
i wan to go to the beach
or slp in the white tower
i really dont mind

when will i start chiong-ing?
i dont feel real
like as if im in dreamworld
numb to surroundings
but aches internally literally

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

acty i use to feel tt once i quit badminton,
everyting wld b fine.
but in the end
i feel wierd
i wont b able to join back
so the onli ting i can do is to enjoy being in leo
i want to do so much for the team
tinking bout wad i can do to support them
it affects me alot
ruining my mood and all those crap
feel so emo during class but in the end it was still alright
i dont lyk the feeling coming to me suddenly
and bring my mood to the lowest level

i wonder if i had not listened to my parents
will my life be better now?
or will it be the same
as stressful, unhappy
its a childish thought yeah.
cos i will nv be able to turn back time

sch days are somewhat so long.
wkends are exceptionally short
im finding a support where i can count on
to enable me to stand tall agn.
where that smile still stays

people who enter ur life either come for a reason, season
people who enter ur life for a reason come and go after ur need has been settled, the reason for them to leave will be wierd but they jus have to go.
therefore we shld learn to accept and let go of people who enter ur life for a reason
cos somehow or another they will leave
i guess alot of people have friends who came jus for a reason
to me ure jus tt kind of ppl...

I HATE TO REGRET

Friday, January 19, 2007

had cramps for many days and i really wonder y
haha.but anw its gone now!

today din really do much
had slack hcl and compre which was quite difficult
den studied wif cat!
we were talking abt super hilarious stuff.
ant din bring the cooool photos we took!haha

AS IN AS IN. was super funny!!
zhen you mo qi

went for the leo club orientation
i realised tt i loved badminton alot
but i dont wanna go back
ant told me not to feel tis way
but how m i not gona feel tis way wen badminton was as impt to me as life?
i miss the ppl
talked to guozhi and pokky abt y i wanna quit.
i clded even give a proper reason
i jus dont wanna train
badminton had my most wonderful and saddest moments
to others it may jus b a sport
but its different to me
i wanna play but i HATE competitions
if u cld jus b a little more sensitive to how i feel abt badminton
and stop saying as if i leave and im very happy
dont make me say it right into ur face: GO AWAY AND STOPPING ADDING TO IT!
i missed the snrs.all of them
even the ones whom i got to know at the chalet.everyone i miss them
i dont know wad kindof ans to give
so dont ask me anyting.
cos i dont know the ans myself

BADMINTON
my passion-

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

ohh its been a long time since i posted!!!

but anw anw anw

i miss 1A alot alot.

those small meetings we have outside classes or in the canteen jus beings back so much feelings!!
last yr din tink tt i will miss 1A but now i miss it sooo much
the lame jokes we always share!!

i miss my joker partner CAT ANT!!!
i miss my maths partner ELY!
KY CF AM YT JW DEB!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahha.still adjusting though
work is piling and i carn stand it
somehow i feel dumber than last yr
carn concentrate in class!!

i wish tt we will still stay together!
who wanna watch blood diamond?

argh.....