I remember when

Monday, October 30, 2006

hurry come my hse...quick quick

im bored during the hols tooo.
we haven reached 20006 miss!!
omg i have been watching shows lyk almost everyday
or rather everyday.
i tink going uk la.

very fan la.
acty life very simple one rite?
korean shows are sad.
mayb becos they relate to me they became super sad
i relate to them i mean
wadever

physical pain is the mildest pain
pain of the soul is more than a million times worse than this
what kind of pain am i experiencing?

HURRY COME MY HSE K
ELY CAT ANT CF KY AM..
hurry.im waiting

stop torturing me will u
i beg u
i nv left u alone
i nv meant to
when we had the break
we both were alone
but now.ure not

words easily cut.
the cut only gets deeper
how many sorrys will help?
im tired.really.

seeing 1A06 tml
for the last time together
thinking so much abt 2005
that i din realise the goodness of 2006
i lost it.
cat do u regret?
i feel tt i wasted a lot of time.

when u got on wif life.
i had to think of u.
u dont care do u?

we will still be telling lame jokes
wont we?

ELY! im finally updating here. :D TWO OF YOU GOING UK LEAVE ME BEHINDDD HUHH! haha kidddng!
result slips tomorrow. can say it'l be the last time the whole 25 of us wil be tgt as a class (cause not all might go chalet mhhmm). quite sad. now i love 20006 more than 200007.
anyway talk about happier stuff
i might be able to go chalet for 1 day (hha not this happy)
where'l we be going yeh ! can we go sentosa and watch the 4D thingy!
tho quite ex but nvm Mr heng& ms loo shall sponsor :D

holiday's boring, but that goodness no more maths homework. haha like i'l do anwyaypoof.
T.T

let's go bock's hse soon leh (((((:

Thursday, October 26, 2006

BOCK & CAT!

Holidays are here! haha. Have fun k? Enjoy yourselves! But don't play too much either! haha. Okay, I'm seriously crapping like don't know what. haha. Oh well. lalala~ Nothing much to say lah. Just trying to waste some space here. hee.

Your "blog manager".

CHEERS! (:

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

jus realised that i spelted WEIRD WIERD.
both words looks equally weird.
lyk my life.so weird

today was fun.....
walking talking crapping
had last maths lsn and mrs goh was damn nice
gave me chocs..
hope i really did a gd job as a maths rep!!
hahah.nth else for the whole day

went central and stroll
the usual 6 of us.kindof fun!
ohh yeah.
slow and v.choy came to my hse to slack.
hmm.drenched..LUO TANG JI
HAHAHA.
haha.lotss of stuff to kill my brain cellls

sometimes i wish for a break
be it a chalet camps hospital
jus provide me wif a hiding place
to escape frm reality jus 1 second
it helps alot.

i give up not becos im scared
but bcos my passion is gone

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

A WIERD DAY
the most helpless feeling i have ever had
insecurity maybe.
but i dont know
knowing too much is not good.

had fun watching the movie
but most of the day wasnt gd

but mayb its caused but the medicine
drowsiness and all
wadever it is.just sian

thanks for killing me.
sometimes wen ure feeling really unhappy
jus calling ur name helps.
like what slow jus did.
thanks alot slow.
omg how tis wonder works.
i shall hold back my comments
cos i tink i have hurt pppl
sorry...but i hope.things haven really changed...
like b4 obs?

Friday, October 20, 2006

wow i survived obs SURPRISINGLY!haha

the first 2 days was damnn sian cos i was sick!!
lyk feeling nausea and all those shit
but no nid do high elements!YEAH!!!=)

then after tt on wed we wanted to set of kayaking to camp 2 and the bloody haze stopped us and in the end we had to lyk cook at camp 1..so gay!!but still quite ok la.cos we had bathing facilities!!!
haha

then on thurs we STARTED learning all those kayaking stuff
and set of lyk damn late and caught in the STUPID SHIT!!becos of low tide
the swamp and the muddy stuff
which goes all the way up to ur thighs and for the guys are even worse.sad case.
but the experience is WOOHOOOO=))DAMN FUN.
haha.so yeah we were the first so the other grps lyk learnt and were super clean la.
haha.quite fun.since dirty.GET DIRTIER!!!!!!!!!

so its lyk super fun and all.
the nxt day was trekking ..OMG.
we trekked for lyk 10 km carrying a load of god knows how heavy.
mayb 8 kg?
haha.so then we walked soo sooo fast.
we chionged and finished 10 km with all the hills in lyk only 5 hrs...wow!!
the whole body dying but it was extremely fun
love the pacing part.though its extra distance.IT IS FUN!

now shoulders and whole body aching....
hmmm.having rashes and all the rubbish itchinesss
quite irritating and the killing sunburns.
but i still enjoyed it.cos the instructor was really nice
yeah!!so it was super fun....and enjoyable.
INVERTED TRIANGLE!=D

i really dont know how to forget u.
its lyk im quite sure tt heart has been given to her.
but i dont know wad to expect and all
mayb with ur support it wld have been better.
but since it has changed
i guess the only one affected now wld be me alone.
i just hope i dont hate.
i mean not u but others.
it sucks.
wld u still bring medicine for ppl?

its time to enjoy life.
and put a smile on.
your mental strength is 10 times your physical body.-kenny

mayb your care wld help me heal.

LALA :D
back from OBS
bock just posted hor..so scroll down waha.
anyway obs rocks & MARSHALL and KURT rulez (because of bock..loll)

shal recommend all of you to go
wahhaha. *evil cackles*
actualy not that tiring
only trekking w that *#^$#@ backpack kills
kayaking was fun fun fun fun fun with jiawen!

a ship in harbour is safe, but that is not what ships are built for.

-scratch-
mosquito-fied, rash-fied, sandflied.
HAPPY-FIED!

Saturday, October 07, 2006

im feeling slack.
3 more papers but no more mood!!
argh!!!!!

no motivation
cos theres no more call intervals.
calling cos i miss u.haha.
dnt paper...the promise to the beach.
tt very wonderful day!14 oct 2005
tian ta xia lai dang bei gai.

.....im dumb...
no.becos i inferit genes frm u.
lumu*

im mad.
i posted twice a day during exam period?

mayb you will never ever see this.
many many maybs.

but i tink the time has come
wen jus meeting you kills.
seeing ur face hurts.
esp wen ure wif tt very someone.

gone are the days.
no more in existence.
clc?my precious memories.
you dont care you dont bother
but i do..
i regret but it will nv be the same agn.

but i dont have so much patience to wait
im sorry.
cos i dont wanna be an empty corpse
walking ard without a soul

you took 6 mths.
how long will i?
kill me...to let go.

exams is ending in lyk 2 sch days!
jiayou!cat,ely,ant and all!
takecare!
chalet is coming up
im gona drown myself
so i will nv have free time!
so i will nv have to think