CHEESEFRIES-LY

till valentines

2010-01-20T08:11:00.000-08:00

the only reason i can think of is
because im not worth the sacrifise

so is it true?

it is real?

2010-01-16T07:31:00.000-08:00

i can handle one disappointment
bt when it happens over and over again
it really makes me think again

im not as mature or understanding
and i dont think i will ever reach that level
im starting to doubt myself
its kindof tiring

uncertain

2010-01-10T07:07:00.000-08:00

so many things to settttle suddenly!!

is being cheated such a big thing afterall?
i rather be cheated than to doubt someone and realise tt i am wrong..
the guilty feeling is so much harder to bear
i jus cant und how things are always done ur way.LOL

some small stupid decision tt i cant make
sounds damn loser bt who cares anw
i nv wanna promise things that im not sure of myself
HAHA.the first step to take

and anyway who doesnt like to be pampered?!
its e desire of every normal human being i guesss
and everyone should know this widely known FACT!

time passes so damn quickly!
the first wkk of 2010 is over!
time to get down to work to support myself
all because of the stupid adult fare.HAHA!

contemplation

2009-11-20T09:27:00.000-08:00

its kindof difficult to make decisions like this
cos most of the time i end up regretting

and its like the 1,001 times im asking myself
am i expecting too much?
or is it jus not up to expectations?

i thought it was pretty easy to meet them
bt its always and forever so disappointing

maybe its jus me
im not suited for this

enlightened

2009-10-28T04:09:00.001-07:00

if u can acty learn some communication skills
my life would be better

never ever understanding
so there's no different between asking or not asking for ur permission
or telling u the truth or lying
cos the outcome will never be positive

use abit of ur brains and count urself lucky
that because we are children of God
we do not choose to lie

and because we are guided by Him we still obey

13 more days
even with that little hope i have
i still have hope

all the best to all who are in the same state as me

unhappiness

2009-09-14T07:25:00.000-07:00

sometimes being curious is not that good afterall
when i din know i wanted to know it so badly
bt after i knew it it jus make me more irritated and unhappy

and feeling this way made me moody
i wanna say but i jus cannot say
so im very sorry to be affected abt it and affect others

being sick at this point in time is the worst thing that can happen man
WAH LAOOOO feeling so irritated abt so many things
so many million things on my mind

i need so peace within..

JOY

2009-08-09T06:52:00.000-07:00

after reading szewans blog
I KEEEP THINKING ABT THE 16 DAYS IN CAMBODIA
I MISS THE SIMPLE LIFE TOOOO!

the eat sleep bathe lifestyle
giving us time to really reflect and reflect

I DONT EVEN HAVE TIME TO FINISH MY STUFF
how do i even find time to reflect

THANK GOD FOR THE CROSS
went to church w my bro
so super happy that i went
the innner happiness that i had.
the joy of just being there=))

its time to studyyy
i have been slping too much!

senseless

2009-08-01T03:30:00.000-07:00

THE PAST WKS HAVE BEEN REALLY REALLLY BUSY!
GRRRR.

hiking today was not bad.
we jus walked and walked and walked
so we ended really early
haha.not forgetting my camwhore session w cat!
acty its jus me la.I FEEL LIKE TAKING PHOTOS!
cat ar cat..
HOPE UR LEG IS ALRIGHT=))

my days are so mundane
and i have attitude problem
i feel a lil stresss.

a day at the coffee shop

2009-07-11T23:26:00.001-07:00

both of us wanted to eat hor fun
i asked cherie to order hor fun
she turned and saw this auntie with a pouch standing near us
"can i have 2 plates of hor fun please"
EH.. SHE SELL DRINKS ONE LEH ! (unless you want to drink the gravy?!!? =p)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

disappointment

2009-07-10T07:20:00.000-07:00

i get affected
as much as i do not want to affect others

i tried my best
and im glad i made it
had an enjoyable walk from sch to bedok
as well as fun times laughing at random places in school

thank God

2009-07-06T07:16:00.000-07:00

4 days for me to play like crazyyyy
and 3 days have passed so super fast!
HAHA!i enjoy them thoroughly!
last day left to play and play and play and play

then its back to reality
with all the .................. given back to us!
and then get on with life and study!!
oh man! time is passing too fast

thank God for all that i have been through!
=D

dejected

2009-06-29T06:35:00.000-07:00

1 down! 4 more to go!!HAHA
feeels lil but tts cos we only had 5 to start with!
it totally doesnt feel like exams
MCTs felt more real than this
probably due to H1N1?
bt i felt this way during the whole hols!

looking forward to sun mon tues!
long break to slack!
and i have 1 wk to watch all the shows that i want to!!=)

hmmm.everyone looks the same aft the hols
din feel so strange cos met up w most of them during the hols!
jiayou for the other 4 papers!!

WHAT IT FEELS LIKE ...

family

2009-06-27T04:06:00.001-07:00

its not that we are not happy
bt sometimes we are jus tired of the way we function
i bet im not the only one who feels the same way
they wil feel the same way too

they feel it in their relationships
while i feel it in my everyday life
phrases like:" im busy" or "office stuff is more impt than urs"
it rings once in a while.
mayb cos we are pampered
bt these still hurtful phrases cannot be forgotten

to all the rest of the world out there
we seem to have everything
can we please function more like how everyone out there thinks of us?

meow

2009-06-23T08:32:00.000-07:00

MEOW MEOW AND I ARE CURRENTLY HAVING THE BOF FEVER!
HAHA..COS WE TALKED TO EACH OTHER!
AND AS USUAL WE WILL BE SO HYPER !

DISASTROUS
anw can they jus extend the hols!!
it feels good to wake up at anytime i want to
to slp at anytime i want to
to do anything at anytime i want to!!

NEXT MOVIE:
I LOVE YOU MAN
=D

STUDY

2009-06-21T21:47:00.000-07:00

its the last wk of hols!!
hopefully they will extend the hols!
SO TT I CAN HAVE A LONGER TIME AWAY FROM SCH=))

everyone is busy studying i guess
so jiayouuu to all!

im at econs and im taking such a long time to get stuff memorised
so irrrritating!
bt still im in the midst of building my relationship w ECONS!!

i wanna have my suppper outing
and movie outing
and pinic outing at marina barrage!
STUDY HARDER!!!!

affected

2009-06-16T07:04:00.000-07:00

mayb i shld jus carry on
bt somehow i feel tt im getting deeper into it
a lil afraid i wont be able to pull myself out
once reality sets in

does it not have any effect?

contradiction

2009-06-11T08:34:00.000-07:00

IT HAS BEEN A DAY OF OUTING.
thanks ely for the great planning
it feels gd to see 1a together agn.
haha..tamp 1 makes me wanna spend money
so i had to use alot of energy to control myself!

I LOVE TT BAG TO BITS!!!!
hahaha.

birthday!

2009-06-03T05:33:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LEON!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIUWEN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALVIN!

haha.SO MANNY PPL BIRTHDAY!
okay anw im happy cos problems have been cut by half!
today lec was super long and COLD bt i listened at least
haha.and was late for econs cos of my wonderful cous!
since its his birthday shant be so mean.HAHA.he needed keys la grrr!
econs passed pretty fast
which is GREAT=)
went to eat after cos i was super super hungry!
haha.it was fun though

hmmm. thanks for being willing to share ur problems
haha and im more than willing to hear=)
just rmb what i said! and BE HAPPY!

its time to mug yeah

I JUS HEARD SHOCKING NEWS FROM MY SIS.haha

settttle

2009-06-01T06:58:00.000-07:00

im no longer addicted to switching on the com.LOL
start of the hols!!!!

stuffs that i have to settle fast.
i promised myself that it will be the last time im allowing myself to falter in this way
the way i dont realise things
the way i think its alright
ITS NOT ALRIGHT

im probably really bad
even someone whos really cool at everything can be unhappy
to say that im unaffected is lying through my teeth
as much as i want things to stay the same
its really not up to me to want.

hols are here meaning there is barely 1 mth to study for jct
oh well.another round of working hard then

IM MISSING CHERYL BOCK!

CONFUSED

2009-05-26T05:47:00.000-07:00

most things have been settled i guess
with some bits and pieces left ignored
even till now i still have unanswered ques
bt then mayb some things are better left unsaid?

i dont like the guessing game
full of assumptions and uncertainty?
just ask straight to the point.
get all the facts and things will be solved!

its was a tiring wk last wk bt its over
and this wk started off gooood! and happppy!
HAD A GREAT OUTING YTD
bt i dont feel good having to say half truths
get back to the time where im given freedom
i will be so honest
im so so sorry

i dont know if communicating in that manner will end up bad?
bt i dont have a good feeling abt it.
becos once it stops, everything ends.

ITS TIME FOR REVISION!=))

pressure

2009-05-11T08:09:00.001-07:00

it feels as if the pressure im giving myself is not enough
and soo all of you just have to add to it ?!

great friend

2009-05-10T05:37:00.000-07:00

i thank GOD for this wonderful friend of mine
constantly reminding me what i shld and what i shld not do
yeah its prob true that i changed
for the better or worse im not too sure
bt in the aspect of minding abt other ppl
indeed i bother abt what others think
more than i did prob 2/3 years ago

yeah i should not bother
cos its my choice
and all up to me.
hopefully i will be happier and happier and happier
may tomorrow be a great day!!

IM OFF TO THE AIRPORT FOR MY OVERNIGHT STUDY!~
i will definitely sleep
cos i dont wan panda eyes!!
=D

blues

2009-05-09T09:42:00.000-07:00

its night bluess!
2 of my gd friends are spot on i guess
its prob true
jus that i dont wanna admit?
bt yet at times i really think its not
how is it that it happens so easily

cat is looking forward to next tues
YOU CAN REALLY LOOK FORWARD TO IT
COS OF ...................
CONTINUE TO LOOK FORWARD!!

i hate awkward moments
REALLY DISLIKE THEM

=))

2009-05-07T04:04:00.000-07:00

haha today is a gd day afterall!!
I WENT TO WATCH FLOOOORBALL MATCH!
makes me so super happppy=)
even though we cabbed there
its so so worth it!!
HAHAHA.

TJ WON!!
the match was super exciting!
made my heart beat so super fast!!
anw floorball teacher is super nice
he din have to like stand there and 'persuade' us to take the bus
i mean any other teacher would just leave us there la
thanks to some floorball people who thanked us for coming
we wanted to go la of cos.
bt what they said just makes us feel more significant and appreciated
IM SO SATISFIED WATCHING THE FIRST FLOORBALL MATCH IN MY LIFE=D

cat and i have beeeen doing stupid stuff
since the start of this year?!
bt nvm la.its the last yr we can be stupid and not cause too much trouble for ourselves?

should i go?
i always think ask myself a million times before i watch a match
LOLL.its cos of the awkwardness la
bt some BH jus doesnt seem to realise.
grrrrr.i want to bt yet i dont want to.
i shall think of it another day.

THINGS HAPPEN WHEN YOU DONT EXPECT THEM TO.=D

im crazy

2009-05-06T09:01:00.000-07:00

haha i think im crazy
i dont feel like sleeping.
probably cos of irritating econs

i realise how me and cat think alike at the same time!!
about yoghurt icecreams
about what to study for econs
whether we replied that teacher that hates me LOL

IM JUS NOT THAT MODEL STUDENT THAT EVERY TEACHER WANTS LA
I LAUGH AT LAME STUFFF.
I DONT DO MORE THAN WHAT IS NECESSARY
IM NOT AN ALL As STUDENT
I TRY TO LISTEN BT MOST OF THE TIME I FAIL TO
IM JUS NOT CUT FOR ALL THOSE LA.
somehow its all these that gives me that feeling
bt oh well.ITS PART AND PARCEL OF SCH LIFE.

------------------------------------------------------------------
you dont realise that what u say is of a certain level of importance
no one realises

WE ARE THE REASON
IS MY NEW FAVORITE

------------------------------------------------------------------

...

2009-05-06T06:38:00.000-07:00

i reallllly dislike the feeling of waking up so early in the morning
going to places which i really dread
not motivated to move
not motivated to do anything

sometimes i really wonder what it means
its true yet untrue
its so irritating!

ARGHHHHHH!

LOL

2009-04-25T04:47:00.000-07:00

i really hate it
hate it when i have to agree to the things i dont wanna do
hate it when i agree only jus to please you
and probably cos of that idiotic exam
whatever the case it
I HATE IT

its not like i dont knw i need it
bt i dont feel like recognising that fact
jus leave me alone
i may be better if u jus stay out of it.

today is a really bad day.
to a certain extent

high possibility of me dying before i even completely all that i have to
LOL. hibernation in a white room.

im lost in a poool of words

habit

2009-04-15T07:06:00.000-07:00

WHEN IT LASTS FOR MORE THAN 21 DAYS IT BECOMES A HABIT.
and when it becomes a habit, its part of my routine
and i carn seem to forget it
why did it start in the first place?!
i dont mind gd ones bt then it doesnt seem to be so
it's so difficult to get rid of it.

whatever the case, i dont really have much of a choice
ITS OF LITTLE SIGNIFICANCE.
and its damn pissifying!
okay im not making sense

happpppy dinner times with cat gelin and mich for two consecutive weds!
haha..spastic people.
michellllle!! jiayou for your match tomorrow!
i willll be supporting you and ur fantastic team!

loll

2009-04-09T08:41:00.000-07:00

overall passable day!
HAHA

JUST THAT I/WE GOT SCOLDED ALOT OF TIMES IN CLASS
during econs, math
the two tchers that will scold us la.
mr chon said: stop talking if not im gona punish you!
something like that la.
we should prob either talk softer or stop talking!HAHA

ms yeeee scolded my whole class
bt what she said was really true
my class is totally like a fish market la!
i felt kindof guilty after hearing what she said so i listened attentively for the 2nd half of the period
HAHA..

two blows from pw and econs.
its over and theres nth i can do about it
so i shant waste my effort being sad over it

i carn wait to eat taohuiii!=D

REFLECT

2009-04-07T05:18:00.001-07:00

im totally not getting the mood i got during the march hols
1 wk plus of slacking
and i even told ms yee that i din bring tut when i din even do it.
DAMN.

prob cos i allowed myself to start on dramas!
OH MAN. I WATCHED TOGETHER and now i started on starlit.
ARGHHHH....
bt the show is so addictive.LOLL.
THE SONGS ARE SWEET.
故事未完成

im super scared that my tuition tchers will sack me la
COS IM SUCHA BAD STUDENT
hope they dont okay.
i will try to work harder!!

cat and i have a new 'GAME' to entertain ourselves.
ITS DAMN STUPID
bt oh well it makes me happy so WHO CARES?!haha
last thing im gona say: gelin and cat have the same frequency...HAH

jiayou to those who have upcoming matches
esp to gelin!! JIAYOU FOR TML MATCH!!

thanks

2009-04-04T08:13:00.000-07:00

moodswings were quite frequent
somehow it din seem to come under control
im really afraid somehow it will repeat
but still a little confident that i can handle?

its probably just me
and always me
so it shall start and end with me

carn wait for my parents to come home!
its beeen so tiring waking up so early!
HAHA. its times like this i appreciate them more and more!
time will pass really really fast.
so i have to start gearing up again

today was spent mostly at tamp
i din know there wasnt tuition
so i went home and went to tamp again to meet xc!HAHA

michelle thanks so so much for staying at my house to accompany me
making you bring such a big bag on wed
making you wake up so early in the morning
making you so super tired..sorry and
thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks!

barbarra han xinci!
thanks for accompanying me home yesterday!!
waiting for me then going home while i go to val's hse!
many ppl wlden wanna walk up the hill with me HAHA OH WELLL.
xiexie!!

anyway,
MIRACLES DO HAPPEN
WHEN YOU BELIEVE=)

its over

2009-03-27T22:04:00.000-07:00

wooooohooooo
MCTS ARE OVER!!=)

had a studyweek last week
nth much to be happy about since its ONLY the mcts
bt stilllllll the feeling of exams-are-over is still here!
HAHA

WENT OUT WITH CAT BELLE XC JEN
watched a super duper funny movie---
CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC
i still have movies like happy flight/love etc that i wanna watch!!

anw to my beloved sister!
thanks so much for the stuffff u got for me!
HAA
I USED THE BAG ALREADY!
bt for the vest i haven wore it yet.
soon i guessss.
HAHAHAHA.let me see a picture of that cardigan u wan la
i carn picture it!!!!

i saw a black shorts that i like!!
and my mum said that if i get gd enough results i can buy it!
bt gd enough to her is like AABB?! OH MAN!
hahaha
i told her average C!LOLLLL
I SHALL SAVE UP AND BUY IT IF an average C doesnt appear!
HAHHAHA.

i dont like next wk cos of the spas!
HATE THEM LIKE CRAZY
bt i gt a gd partner cat arhh!HAHHAA
rmb to help me in times of NEEEEEED!=))
enjoy ur wkends!

emo

2009-03-23T06:41:00.000-07:00

something is bugging me and making me damn pekcekk!
i hope its not because of the fact that has changed.
its kindof a habit but im sure i will survive without it
even if im bothered by it
i must try to ignore it

3 more papers left.
hopefullllly hopefully
looking forward to fri 11am!
at least i can relax and breathe.

thanks jie for the wonderful presents u sent me!
i will try my best not to disappoint you=)
LOVE YOU LOADS AND LOADS AND LOADS

sian

2009-03-20T05:17:00.001-07:00

PLEASE DONT MAKE ME FEEL THAT WAY
dont do things against ur will!
if u dont wanna do it then dont do it!
HAHAHA

after next wk i will b happier!!
jiayou jiayou jiayou!!
carn wait for mich to stay at my hse
i will be so excited for it!

monday is a tiring day!!!!!
bt oh well everyone has to go thru that
and im not the exception
so i shall hope everything goes welll!
=D

breaking

2009-03-17T09:09:00.000-07:00

i need some energy!

thanks for trying ur best to make me feel better i guess
bt in the end its all up to me.

catherine's and ______ theory:
when one is lousy, you will be encouraging..
LOLL!
sorry for taking up the many many minutes
keep its double ok.i dont wana see triple!!=D

im gona slp
before i get hungry.

i thought breaking down was some dumb thing
bt well once in a while it happens
i have to get over this so called phase whatsoever..
and i will emerge stronger!

....

2009-03-15T10:03:00.000-07:00

the wk passed so fast!
1 more wk and it will b the MCTS

felt the urge to blog
bt now im lost for words HAHA

jus have to study hard!!!
and not get distracted!

somethings at jus now impt at this point in time!
HOPEFULLY I WILL STAY HAPPY FOR AT LEAST THIS WK!

2009-03-11T07:31:00.000-07:00

apparently cherie bock is in a super duper good mood today
she typed like 9872375136214321 HAPPY, tell me 293213273421732 times that she's HAPPY and smiled like 98765432123456 times to represent her HAPPINESS.

2 more days then march holidays! :D

loll is all i can say

2009-03-06T04:20:00.001-08:00

I FELT IT SO STRONGLY BT I DONT KNOW IF ITS GONA LAST
everyones getting better
only im getting worst.
why isit that as ppl grow up they mature and become wiser?
and the only soul always at the same spot is me?

too complacent?
taking things too lightly?
its good pressure
bt somehow im really not confident of achieving those so called goals?
and mayb ppl ard me are not confident of me getting those to
cos thats the feeling i get..

i guess its all up to me.
bt i jus carn get started

MOVIE-ING WITH CAT AND BELLE
it was alright.
jus a lil shocking for me..
the wkends are finally here
give me a break PLEASE.

opposing

2009-02-28T00:04:00.000-08:00

back from local cip. the one i always call ocip
i expected it to be really boring
bt it was in fact quite fun!haha
the kids were super high
the games were fun too.
left left right right back back front front!! HAHA

super hilarioussss.
there is gona b a follow up session i think
hopefully our whole team can go!
im gona have new tuition
something i hate
THANKS to the stupid lousy results i got/am getting.
damnnnn

its fading and im happy yet not happpy

thanks for the morning msg cat.
haha.made me happier in the morning.

WEIRDD

2009-02-26T06:31:00.001-08:00

hahahahah!!
THAT PIC OF RACHEL IS SUPER HILARIOUS!!

hahaha.hmmm this wk passed damn damn fast with like ups and downs
DOWN--SUPER DUPER DOWN WITH MY SPA
its really disappointing.
i really wanted to cry la!
HAHAA.though some ppl think its a small deal..

UP!!
HMM ytd was a pretty gd day except for the 1 hr of unhappiness
the 8 min after that outweighs the unhappiness!
hahaha. IM SO HAPPY THAT... ah na ah na.....
thats always cats reply to me when i say that=((
sad arh... cat dont be so mean can?!

wed after after sch was a super fun day
filled with laughter!!
and some SERIOUS talk abt the sun and burger?
BK STUDENT MEAL IS THE SAME AS THE COUPON..
lolllll. haha

thurs was a gossip day.
every min of the day was gossip
was super duper duper tired in the morning
bt im super high now..

WONDER WHO WILL HELP ME WITH THE BOARD TML
i pray there will b people!plsssss..
and half my day of sat will b burnt.

im uncertain. bt tts not impt

rachel this is for you

2009-02-22T04:39:00.000-08:00

rachel this is for you:

8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
don't be offended ok! thank god your eyes aren't that big afterall HAHAHAHAHA :D

argggghhh

2009-02-20T05:02:00.000-08:00

HAHA.
lectures have been really fun..
fun cos me and cat are always looking for gd views.
HAHAAAA.bt i dont get a single thing the lecturer is saying.
so its kindof bad tooo.

i was damn pissssed at i dont know wad
i was stuck in my garden for almost 2 hrs!
if i acty bothered walking ard
i guess i would have made friends with all the insects and knew which corner they lived.
the mozzzies love me tooo
bt i really detest them man!

haha i went all the way to tamp with cat and back to kem
wonder what i was doing bt thank god doing that wasted some time
so i din have to stay in the garden longer.
STICKY AND DIRTY! IRRITATES ME.haha

great short but insightful talk with cat.
rmb to study for math test..

baby names

2009-02-16T06:11:00.000-08:00

laughed alot alot alot during math lecture! all centred around the same people. rachel i bet you know who

my angel gave me dairy chocolates (finally my angel gave me something edible.) attached was a note tied up with a red ribbon! note wasn't impt, it's the red ribbon!
the red ribbon could fit my ring finger with a little tightening...
but bock pulled so tightly until my fats around my ring finger bulged out T.T
xinci helped me to engrave my future bf and my name on the 'red ribbon ring' but it turned out to be extremely hideous HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

i can't rmb what else.

BABY NAMES!

(after 10 mins of research from various webbies)

[BOY]

Edward (not inspired from twilight lah)

Tyler

Austin

Simba (the lion!)

Domenico

Mustafa (evil lion i think)

Emmett

Harrison (some book firm haha)

Lancelot (merchant of venice spoils this name)

Stefan

Princeton! :D

[GIRL]

Arelie Christine

Anastasia (german woman)

Adelynn

Chandler

Christi Serena

Scarlett (letters or sth)

Shayne

Giselle (don't know how to pronounce but the way it's quite beautifully spelled!)

Thea

Vivienne

Cinderella! (goes well with princeton, haha :DDDDDDD)

it affects me

2009-02-13T08:42:00.000-08:00

HAHA LETS TALK ABT TDY!
FOLLOW CAT'S WAY OF BLOGGIN

1)gd view during phy lecture =)

2)chem prac was alright.but we finished late without doing any shit report? screwed yeah

3)exchanging of v day towels (me cat dyanna szewan HAHA)

4)celebrating mich bday! she is one lucky girl man..

5)going oppo sch to get bubble tea with cat and a crazy girl (mich) telling everyone that she is very happy

6)road run with cat! longer distance than anyone can ever run in the shortest time!

7)heartbeating super fast when we stopped at that very spot at the busstop
'come into sch cannot go out already arh' ME: OK NO PROB *grins*

8)gd view at sports com!haha.

9)laughing like crazy on the bus with crazy cat, stone xinci, cool isabelle, moron rachel!

10)eating out ramen like we haven eaten for a long time. SUPER HUNGRY MAN

THIS IS THE GREAT DAYY I HAD!

its a choice i have to make.
may not be impt
bt it will affect the way i am.

breaking down

2009-02-12T05:58:00.000-08:00

ohhhh cat!
so sorrrry la.
i din know u were talking abt this blog

i wanna emphasize that I HATE TML.
i really really really really really really really dislike tml!
its so stupid
phy mock was really hilarious
bt oh well its over.
my stupid value was 1000 plus and my uncertainty was 1000?!
didnt really bother, cos i really carn do anything abt it!

anw cat....such ppl do exist anw.
carn stop them from saying what u dont wanna hear
so jus block them out!
haha

when everything has the same deadline
you just wanna ask why it happens
to test my efficiency or what?!

2009-02-10T02:51:00.000-08:00

today is an unpleasant day for me but to bock, it's a happy tuesday! ahem.

phy mock SPA was the worst practical we have ever done in my whole life (maybe chem will take over this position someday)
so bock'd you like to elaborate about her uncertainty of 1000? haha
i think i get panicky whenever im stuck in a test oh no..

wanted to study after school but the guys were far too noisy and 'bitchy' (HAHA) so couldn't concentrate much. no didn't even concentrate at all?

realised that i tend to assume i know someone alot just by judging the way they wave/smile at me whenever i see them around, what they wrote on their blogs.. just anything that i am able to see on the surface (..) but who they really are can be like so different from what i've pictured them to be. scary much.

hate is a strong word but i really really really really really really dislike... =/
whatever it is, it isn't very good to reveal such stuff to others (so unhesitantly esp LOL)

bock i think you are the only one who knows what am i writing haha

neutral

2009-02-05T04:25:00.000-08:00

i realised that i have been blogging so often
this habit wil prob last for awhile till i get lazy.
haha

i gt a super overdue compre to do
which has been bugging me since mon?
i hate doing compres la.its so boring
this wk passed so so so fast.
and oh man..thinking of the stupid upcoming chem test...
alkanes to proteins?? for all the stupid exams i prob gt the lil marks all from chem bonding?
so this organic chem test will jus kill me totally
OH MANN!

4 days straight
AND SOMETHING RANDOM
i think people who do rubrics cube during their freetime has this charm
which makes me take notice of them
oh well.tts something that happened on the bus
while cat was slping
leaving me so lonely..HAHA

haha. YAKUN ON SAT=)

HAPPPY

2009-02-03T00:42:00.000-08:00

HAHA.mon and tues have beeeeen great days!
FEELING SO HIGH AND HAPPY

cat and i are like noise polluters blowing our noses during phy prac.
hahaha.i dont mind being sick la.
its jus for a while anw
and it comes to me annually.
hahaha.
grandmama din cook chicken wings this time.
and i spent like 1 and 1/2 days slping
so its the same in spore and msia
other than the fact that i get to see my grandparents aunts uncles
and more angbaos too.

feeling so randomly happy.
HAPPPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMMY.

im really unsure now.
too confused by the voices ard me.
bt still its a kind of motivation

I HATE BEING SICK

2009-01-30T03:22:00.000-08:00

mahjong session ytd was funnn!
bt after having all the fun chicken wings and ice cream..
I PAID THE PRICE.

being sick in the midst of cny.
WAHHH LAO.
its damn irritating..
we both missed compre and went home to slp
i slept for like 5 hrs plus straight?
BUT IM STIL NOT WELL

i wil have to miss my grandmama chicken wings over at malacca which i only get to see twice a year if i dont get well by tml!
i missed 2 PARTIES TONIGHT LA!arghhhhhh...
hope the doctors medicine later will heal me by tonight
pls pls pls
I PRAY PRAY PRAY.

whatever everyone said to me tdy
i probably only heard 1/4
cos i really clden concentrate on talking to anyone.
SO SORRY..hah.
I MUST GET WELL BY TMLLLLL.
stupid disgusting germs viruses. GO AWAY..

2009-01-25T07:30:00.000-08:00

catherine here!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
thank god CNY #1 falls on monday, if not we will have 1 less holiday haha

reunion dinner with family was quite good because we managed to finish all the food!
my smart daddy forgot to turn on the switch so sister and i were wondering why the soup take forever to boil
i scalded my tongue like asdfghjkjhgfdsa cos i didn't know the food was so PIPINGLY PIPING HOT.

wanted to wear red tomorrow
but my sister say can't wear red this year
cos' 2009 IS AN OX YEAR.
and OX WILL CHARGE AT YOU if you're wearing red
but if i don't wear red, i can't scare the 'nian' creature away right?

i'm so going to sleep once the clock strikes twelve! long live dad and mom and everyone's dad and mom ok :D

=D

2009-01-24T08:12:00.000-08:00

oh man tdy is a great day!!
hahaha.basically i slept the whole day till 6pm!HAHA
woke up to eat lunch and thats it!
SOUND SO PIGGISH
bt welll.i was super tired

shopping at orchard was more than fun!
i set a target to only buy 1 pair of new shoes for cny every year!
bt apparently it was broken this year
COS I BOUGHT 2 PAIRS!
damn shiokk!
went to the garden to choose lime trees
hahaha.a new experience with my parents
SUPER HAPPPPPY MAN!
and excited!=)

anyone wants to bai nian?
2nd day.i will welcome you!HAHA

CAT THANKS ALOT ALOT FOR THE NEW BLOGSKIN
hahaha.I WAS SHOCK TO SEE IT!
u will b really busy during cny
enjoy this hol while it lasts
TAKECARE my dear girl
=D

haha

2009-01-22T07:07:00.000-08:00

i felt so much happier after saying it out.
mayb it was a right choice afterall.
bt it definitely have to stop there
if not im jus creating trouble for myself

im not affected so much by it anymore
getting back to my normal self

i get pissed when people repeat stuff that i already know
GIVE ME A BREAK LA.
when i say stop it i mean it
dont test my patience

making me feel guilty isnt the way to do things

AND I SERIOUSLY HATE PPL WHO FORGET APPOINTMENTS THAT THEY INITIATE
like wth.if u will forget pls dont tell me in the first place.
its the 2nd time mind u!

tdy was a really great day until these stupid stuff came abt.
tml will be a great day too!=)
i wanna get heeeeels!URGENTLY

NOT FATED.

2009-01-17T04:18:00.001-08:00

its really much more than expected
and it affects me like alot?!

i dont like the feeling.
its no more motivation at all
backfired.

being a navigator totally *****..
i wonder how my clas was..
went to pizza hut to meet them.
sorry to make all of u wait..haha
so the day with rachel begins..

WE MET CAT AND ANT AT TAMP.
totally coincidental. 2 pairs of similar shirts!HAHA
we were saying how tiring it was as the navigator...
when someone was totally lost in the convo. (rachel obviously)
haha.

the heart to heart talk begins.
we always surround the same topic.
spent hrs talking abt it.
got reallly really tired and siann.
we wished that..............................
kirk. thanks for making us laugh.HAHA.
we din wanna make u late for trg! SERIOUS.
and u owe me 2 walks up the hilllll.
hahaha

GO GREEN DAY IS OVER.
and im really happy abt that

i was really happy till
the time i stepped into the train

sch starts!~

2009-01-13T03:57:00.002-08:00

sch has reopened!!

2 slack sch days has passed
the real thing begins
i guess there is test tml bt no one really knows...
hw to be completed within this wk!oh myy

tdy was kindof boring
both booths were kindof empty.HAHA
in search for some fun me and rachel started playing a fool
weird noises and whackings!
OHH MANN.
real sch day started tml!
all the best to this year
AND I FINALLY GOT MY MUM TO SIGN MY RESULT SLIP
haha...

PRAY HARD THAT THIS WLD BE A GD YEAR=)
looking forward to a baking session and a stayover hopefully.

sch starts!~

2009-01-13T03:57:00.001-08:00

countdown!

2009-01-03T03:00:00.000-08:00

haha was glad i had a small gathering that day
super duper last min....
din even know where we were going till like 5 plus on 31st?
stressed me up man.

so there was
me rachel szewan chin hwee thaddeus and wilson!
hahaha.
the chicken wings are still at my house!!!
the monopoly was really funnny with wilson going to jail 3 times in a row!
i guess he is leaving all the bad luck in 2008!
HAHA
walking up the slope took us quite long...HAHA
so we started talking about stuff in cambodia....=)
as usual.
with thaddeus at the back complaining abt the long long long road.
RACHEL ARHHHHHH....now we all know u love monopoly
pretending not to care. secretly happy arh
HAHA
rachel is a gd actressss k!=D
walked chin hwee and sze wan out to the mrt and went for supper.
the prata toook a long time man.
super coincidence that thaddeus met his sister la..
both of them left....siann
and me and rachel had our mini chat!
TILL WE BOTH FELL ASLP AT THE CARPET.
hahaha

cheesy line of the year: you're like an assymptote, i always tend to you but i can never reach you..

oh my!!

IT SO DOESNT FEEL LIKE THE START OF 2009!
may it be a great year=)
hopefully we will have more of these meetings.
i dont wan sch to reopen....

cat have a great time at sentosa!
carn wait to meet up with belle xinci and jen
haven seen them in a long while!
HAHA

DONT EXPECT

2008-12-28T06:56:00.001-08:00

hmmmmm...
i was really looking forward to the 26th
since its over theres nth much to look forward tooooo
i really enjoyed tt day
its not an extremely eventful day
bt its the company and the feeeling of being with the team
brings back memories
bridging and all.

sch is gona reopen toooo.SUCKS!
bt it has to reopen anw.
jus hope i get all my work done in time

SO FAR YET SO FAR AND SO FAR...
sounds ridiculous
bt its so damn true la!
moooodswing time...

rachel says:
when all hope's lost dont fret cause there's RACHEL!!
haha. thanks arh girl!

cat i will see u in 8 hrs time?
HAHA.SEE YA!

2008-12-22T04:12:00.000-08:00

ok let me elaborate!
HAHAA.sorry rachel
cos she had this beanie with a strap.....
so we go omg rachel ur bra!
then she uses it every night
so that very night......
sze wan acty shouted out quite loudly. enough for me and yt to hear
rachel did u wear ur ***
so yeahhhhhh. then we burst out laughing when everyone almost fell aslp
then out laughter was so contagious that the other mosquito net people also started laughing!
hahaha.
and when i stopped, rachel still cont so i laughed agn
and this went on for a few minutes!
ALL THANKS TO RACHEL AND SZEWAN!
hahahahhaha

something else to addddd
me and yt had manual washing machine!
we were washing our clothes at the well on a slack afternoon.
then i started swirling the clothes in the pail cos i was bored?
then i shouted OMG XI YI JI!
haha.AND WE STARTED OUR WASHING MACHINE!
yeah ok this is all i have to add

my mum say i give excuse not to cut guava.....
and while she is cutting im blogging!haha

FUN AT CAMBODIA

2008-12-21T07:23:00.000-08:00

its kindof lag to update abt cambodia.but since u wanna know more
haha.
I REALLY MISS CAMBODIA!
not kidding.
i tink its more of the company and the different experience (village life)
no need to care abt what u wear ur hairstyle if ure clean or not
everyone is unglam anw.haha.so we had fun seeing each others unglam sight
while walking the roads u mus look on the floor.
if not sure will fall. bt it was fun
when we walked we convinced ourselves that the brown stuff was mud and nth else
pumping pails after pails of water for the toilet
clearing rubbish and realising that we din even know wad was biodegradable.
I REALLY ENJOYED MY FIRST TIME COOKING FOR PPL
when they say the food is nice the feeling is damn shiok!

not bathing there was like normal? not too often can ready la.
bt cos i expected the place to be realllly bad so i was happy when i saw the village
not like spore la of cos.
bt it was great la.
tiled toilet k!HAHA. we bathe with our partners everyday.
remembering the times when we screamed when the cold water falls
makes me laugh man!hah
rachel szewan yanting.. we had our mini chats session in the toilet.HAHA.

i miss the bridging sessions!!
i miss the place i use to sit during debriefs
i miss the ah ma fans that we had
i miss the electronic fans at night! (we gt use to the stale air towards the end cos we were too tired?HA)
i miss the rachel's "bra" (its a cushion la)
i miss the goreng pisang. tried not to eat too much
i miss my net mates
i miss the cooking times
i miss so many so many things

shan't talk about the last few days.
almost everyone fell sick.
except strong dyanna and felix and kk i tink?

I REALLLLLY REALLLLLY LOVE AND MISS THIS TRIP
hope the meet up on 26th will be fun=))

2008-11-14T02:48:00.000-08:00

hahah

2008-11-12T02:33:00.000-08:00

haha yeahh
its nov already!!!

anw deboo ur birthday is coming.....meaning
im going to cambodia soooon!
HAHA
im sure i will survive
hahahahaa.
jus hope that the food i cook wont poison ppl
yeahhh..

i will b away for 16 dayss
takecare=))
hahaha.

jiayou for ur holiday hw...haha
SHOP WHILE U CAN..
haha.

HAPPINESS

2008-09-29T06:57:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!haha

its been a long time since i blogged.haha
anw had a really really really great day today!!!
though it was exams wk i was really happpy too!=)

haha...FIRSTLY IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY!
thanks to all those who wished me at 12.00am even though it was exams the nxt day!
not forgetting cat who wished me the first.cos she pressed send instead of save!
thanks loads.....hahaha.
deboo and serene (frequently visitors to the blog) THANKS TOO!
hahaha. and THANKS TO YANTING AND KIRK FOR PEIING ME THE WHOLE OF MY BIRTH-DAY!
wonderful new york new york!
and the super sweet surprise.
special thanks! (bt no to the newspapers)

AND THE SPECIAL HIGHLIGHTS OF TODAY!
i had a great time at orchard!
hahaha.....
cat yahan dawn jiawen angeline!
the great cake!and the ultra nice earrings!
lying to me and cat jus to give us a big surprise!
tsktsk. BT STILLL IT WAS GREAT!

love all the great great people!
also THANKS JIE FOR THE SUPER EARLY WRISTLET!
i used it alreadyy
mum and dad and kor. super touched can

realllllly LOVE MY GREAT FAMILY AND FRIENDS!=)

carn u tell how happy i am?hahaha

stupid pw.....ARGHH!

2008-09-26T07:51:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOCK ! (: forgot to resize some pictures :/

2008-09-16T04:33:00.000-07:00

catwin here :D

few more days to promos so goodluck everyone,
THERE'S STILL As haha :)

17 AUG 2008

2008-08-16T09:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CAT!

all the best!
takecare=D

im gona slp now!

2008-08-07T07:31:00.000-07:00

yo cherie! and our 2 other avid readers! (where has ely gone to man!?!)

it's raining like mad in tampines now. okay anyway 3-4 days of consecutive breaks make us 8DDDDD!!

saw this on some webbies so i shall post here cos this is the place where the 4 of us will visit right!! GP WAS DAMN FUNNY TODAY AND THE 1.20 BIRDSHIT LUNCH WAS SUPER CRAZY

1.
Kids in the backseat cause accidents
Accidents in the backseat cause Kids

2.
So the elephant says to the camel "why do you have 2 boobs on your back?"
The camel replies, "that's a pretty stupid question coming from someone who has a dick on his face."

3.
THINGS MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME
*My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE-"If you're going to kill each other do it outside-I just finished cleaning."

*My mother taught me RELIGION-"You better pray that will come out of the carpet."

*My mother taught me TIME TRAVEL-"If you don't straighten up, I'm going to kick you into the middle of next week."

*My mother taught me LOGIC-"Because I said so, that's why."

*My mother taught me FORESIGHT-"Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case your in an accident."

*My mother taught me IRONY-"Keep laughing and I'll *give* you something to cry about."

*My mother taught me OSMOSIS-"Shut your mouth and eat your supper."

*My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM-"Will you look at the dirt on the back on your neck!"

*My mother taught me STAMINA-"You'll sit there till all that spinach is finished."

*My mother taught me about WEATHER-"It looks as if a tornado swept through your room."

*My mother taught me how to solve PHYSICS PROBLEMS-"If I yelled because I saw a meteor coming towards you; would you then listen."

*My mother taught me about HYPOCRISY-"If I've told you once I've told you a million times-Don't Exaggerate!!!"

*My mother taught me THE CIRCLE OF LIFE-" I brought you into this world, and I can take you out."

*My mother taught me about BEHAVIOUR MODIFICATION-"Stop acting like your father."

*My mother taught me about ENVY-"There are millions of less fortunate children in this world who don't have wonderful parents like you do."

THANKS, MUM!

COOL RIGHT!

.......

2008-07-25T09:02:00.000-07:00

elearning wk passed so fast

thought tt i have alot of things to blog.
bt when i wanan blog everything seems to be gone
weird ehh.

feeeels so crapppy
feels lyk im dreaming
haha.emo-ing time!
so tired

had a great time with rach tdy
mahjong session ytd at my hse overnight
kindof the most fun thing i have done for the entire wk

sometimes when u look at e big picture
studying is jus this really minute and insignificant part

its impt
bt not the most impt
its abt the attitude
and abt the discipline

I STILL WANNA GO KBOX!

grant me the strength please--

2008-07-16T23:58:00.000-07:00

hello! one teacher talking cock now
no human is listening at all la please.
anw RAIN PLEASE COME.

(",) -->favourite smiley!

e-learning coming up :D
but its hell busy cos we're supposed to follow our timetable still .

that 'one teacher' is calling "BRUCE" now
sounds like bruise

OKAY BRUISE IS FINDING ME/US NOW BYEBYEBYE!!

joy

2008-07-13T00:09:00.000-07:00

have this sudden urge to blog

have been really busy for the past 2 wks
first it was pilot test then cookies baking for ocip

pilot test was alright
wanna thank all those who supported the coffee sale

thanks to:
yanting
rachel
denise
kirk
catherine
sophia
aunty dorcas
AND MOST IMPT MUMMMMY!
for making the wonderful delicious cookiess!
thanks to those who supported.
my pooooor friends.....BT THE COOKIES ARE NICE K.haha
THANKS SO MUCH

now the real work starts.
though there's alot of responsibilities coming my way
i will b able to handle it
when he is for me, who can be against me
he answers my prayers

juz watched a long ago taiwan drama: tian guo de jia yi
now is time for eom!im late already.

jiayouuu everyone!
cat jiayou too.thanks for the great support u have given me.
coming to my hse to help.jz when i needed help so badly.
thanks!!!

thanks alot

2008-06-18T08:56:00.000-07:00

cheryl bock
thanks for the last sentence of the most recent post
though it may jz be some words u decided to end of the post with

it brought loads of encouragement to me
looking forward to ur return
bet we will start quarreling lyk mad
bt days wld not be boring
give me more time to clear the rm.
im fighting a war with exams!

studied with cat ytd..did alot of math which used up all my energy really quickly.
studied with ginn tdy. loads of laughter.managed to fill up all my notes
it seems so difficult to put it aside and focus of bigger things
on the 27/6 i will smile agn.

oh i dnt knw

2008-06-10T09:09:00.000-07:00

i really wonder sometimes.
is communication that tough
with everyone?
having to repeat many many times jus to get an idea across.

do people selfishly think that they are always the one giving in?
or are there people out there who think otherwise?

even after such a long time.
its still like shit
argh whatever. i dnt knw what to do
i feel like staying up late!haha

sis coming back on the 21st
though looking forward to u coming back
means tt the bloody exams are here too.
so sorrrry hope time pass slower!heh

7646637

2008-06-04T03:44:00.000-07:00

holidays are passing at such a fast speed.

make full use of the time left.

a long long time

2008-05-13T23:13:00.000-07:00

have not blogged for a really long long time man!HAHA
have been staying at my friends hse cos my whole fam went overseas WITHOUT ME=(
bt nvm cos they went to egypt and dubai.
haha.

it feels great being back home
when im super myself.no constrains!hahaha

lets recall the past wk
screwed up chem spa.it was super scary.
the feeling of : i dont know wads wrong with it.HOW? HOW??!?!
HAHAHA
had a bad bad math test too
bt the other subs were not bad.

this year is so different from last yr man
really NO slacking at all.
no more wk 8 wk 9 woooohoooo!
siannnn.
no more being vcd rental shop regular

everyday in class there wld definitely be this HAHAHA time.
laughing uncontrollably at wierd stuff bt its funny
rmbing-WEP work energy power
and as usual
ME AND CAT GOES.........M.....for motion in a circle...
diaooo.
bt before we completed we already BURST out laughing
not bad arh.frequency quite same
HAHAH

tml not going to sch cos im down with bad bad flu and sore throat
from the childhood biscuits and oreo choc ice blended
first official absence from sch!

takecare--
im off!=)

a long long time

2008-05-13T08:17:00.000-07:00

have not blogged for a really long long time man!
HAHA
have been staying at my friends hse
cos my whole fam went overseas WITHOUT ME=(
bt nvm cos they went to egypt and dubai. haha.

it feels great being back home when im super myself.
no constrains!hahaha

lets recall the past wk screwed up chem spa.it was super scary.
the feeling of : i dont know wads wrong with it.HOW? HOW??!?!
HAHAHA had a bad bad math test too
bt the other subs were not bad.
this year is so different from last yr man
really NO slacking at all. no more wk 8 wk 9 woooohoooo!
siannnn.
no more being vcd rental shop regular everyday

now in class there wld definitely be this HAHAHA time.
laughing uncontrollably at wierd stuff bt its funny
rmbing-WEP work energy power
and as usual
ME AND CAT GOES.........M.....for motion in a circle... diaooo.
bt before we completed we already BURST out laughing
not bad arh.
frequency quite same
HAHAH
tml not going to sch
cos im down with bad bad flu and sore throat from the childhood biscuits and oreo choc ice blended
first official absence from sch!

takecare--
im off!=)

2008-04-17T22:17:00.000-07:00

funniest period of the day:
MATH

haha.i did my math tutorial!!lalala
hahaha.cat and deboo fav: WAHAHAHA WAHHAHAHAHA
rubbish la!haha.
sunshine and love be with you
in rainy days, i shall be with you
love is no fool, dreams come true! deboo song!

ate chicken noodles! YUMMMIES!
fun lunch with ISABELLE=) cat=) JEN=) deboo=/ barbera=((
AHAHA.
comparin ourselves with drink containers
have a great laugh at jenn
poooor thing
we really din wanna suan u bt carn help it!haha

crapping at the cofffee shop laughing and laughing also
then went the the bustop and IGNORE hanxinci!

walked to bedok with jen and barbera!HAHA
i helped her buy bubble tea k
super nice la.woahhhh.IM LIKE AN ANGEL!
THEN I STARTED ASKING HER THIS QUES: m i lovable? m i lovable?
cos she started by telling me tt she tink she is hateable.LOL LA.
HAHA.

hopefully sis wont b so angry anymore.
kindof the first time she said tt word when talking to me
heh. takecare girl!=)

CRAP?

2008-04-12T23:30:00.000-07:00

FRI:
hmm fri was nth much expect for eating and eating?
had phy prac which was changed to tutorial
i literary dozed off
like laid on the table and slept
cos i was really damn damn tired and clden open my eyes
sorry mr tan! BUT I DID TUTORIAL K
tts something good!
THEN FOR BREAK I SAID
'ehh we chiong to canteen k.later the queue very long'
5 min b4 bell rang i said
'ehhhh FASTER PACK BAG MUS GET READY TO CHIONG!'
hahaa.then cat IGNORED ME while deb responded abit
HAHAHAA
stupid deborah and her ah wang!

ate alot for break...thanks cat for money! i din bring wallet=(
she said i ordered for 2 ppl la.STUPID CAT!
then for the other break b4 chem prac i ate subway.
normal la nth much.....laughed like mad at the lib with all of them..
AND WENT FOR CHEM PRAC

at chem prac it was some heating thing
i looked at my bunsen burner and then at cats as well as the rest of the class
WHY EVERYONE'S SO BIG OURS SO SMALL ARH?!?!
hahahahaa.THEN I LOOKED INTO THE CUPBOARD AND SAW ANOTHER ONE
we wont wanna heat for mins when ppl heat for secs! LOL
and after heating i saw tt cat was still heating so when i was abt to ask her to come and feel my conical flask to test temp
I SAW SMOKE COMING OUT OF HER CONICAL FLASK
and she said ' ehhh got bubbles'
so i was like 'omg its boiling'
'HOW ARE U GONA HOLD IT WITH UR HANDS'
cos we were suppose to titrate??HAHAH

cat hopefully ure not so stress anymore
=)

SATURDAY
had an efficient grp meeting and the rest of the day was crap
REALLY LIKE CRAP
i dont know how not to tink of it when i really cannot
everytime i tink i wld wanna cry cos i feel stupid dumb?
aiya i mean like it doesnt seem of much big deal
bt im really affected
the stupid-nesssss? I DONT KNOW
I HATE LIARS
I HATE CHEATERBUGS
I WILL B STRONGLY AGAINST THEM NOW.
make sure ure not one of them.

im so tired from todays stuff
give me a break

AHAHAHA

2008-03-31T21:47:00.000-07:00

im finally here to blog agn.AFTER A REALLY LONG TIME.
TODAY IS QUITE A FUN DAY!
though its really long.
at least it wasnt as dreadful as the other mons

cat and her teletubbies!+ some human submarine?heh
mr tan and his 'like gst increase'HAHA
kindof noisy bt at least i did my tutorial la!
wad an achievement!=D
econs is nv boring man.
so entertaining and funny la.

feels like hol staying at my friends hse even though i have sch!
shifting home tml!
everything will b back to normal
mayb cos here there are ppl doing work with me.
bt at hm im doing work. WHILE THEY ARE SLACKING!
ahaha.stupid idiot swimming tml
SHOULD JUS BE CANCELLED FOR GOOD!!!!!!
main pt: FOR GOOOOOD!

i will rmb tt ure reading!ahaha
at least i mus try to.heh
HAHAHA.

i mus try my best to stay happy
suddenly had to urge to think
bt nah TUTORIALS are more impt?!?!
CRAP!
wonderful update isnt it?

meowss.

2008-03-07T00:49:00.000-08:00

MEOWW.U SHLD GO AND READ THE PREVIOUS POSTS.
they are all damn =))HAHAHA.
so funny.the matches blah blah.haha
elective wk ones were best.

i tink the nxt time i wil see u is prob fri?
jiayou in the mean time for ur studies
dont stress too much over it
think more abt how to enjoy life.haha(of cos while coping with work)
make the best out of ur jc life

if u wanna meet up msg me k
be happpy=D
miss me!!

=/

2008-03-01T22:30:00.000-08:00

FEELS LIKE CRAP
seriously crap.
damn sian diao
damn arghhhhh!

saturdays are always like tt.
esp this one
went to tower club for lunch..
some atas place which seems so out for me
felt so cheated
ASK ME TO WEAR FORMAL WHEN SHE DIN!
slept for a million hours

SLPING IS THE ONLY TIME IM SUPER HAPPY.
like damn shuang.

i feel really far
like really really far
mayb its cos of the mood now.
but wad can i do.
its different.

=)

2008-02-20T20:54:00.000-08:00

will u even try, even though u know the chances are slim?
argh!i was as disappointed as u.

no one wld be happy if there friend weren't.
especially me i guess.

HOPEFULLY HOPEFULLY HOPEFULLY.
HAII.
will miracles happen?

can see?

2008-02-17T20:57:00.000-08:00

THIS POST CAN BE SEEN!!YAY!
hahaha

i pray that everything will b fine between us.
looking at the good side of each other.
and tt laughter will always be around us

i trust that it was planned.
hopefully hopefully hopefully

sat was a great day
when it comes to sunday, MONDAY BLUES STARTS.haha.

wadever

2008-02-04T04:45:00.000-08:00

WORK WORK WORK

2008-01-31T09:21:00.001-08:00

2008-01-25T22:55:00.000-08:00

rather fine today!
nothing much happened other then many many lsns
woke up late cos i slp like really late.thinking i cld still wake up late like as if i was going to TP
i kindof miss TP.haha.
not really the people
but the environment and the ultra friendly tchers.haha

i trust that HE has something planned for me
so i shall not complain
HE will put me to situations that i am able to solve

cat!!!
i was really quite shocked that u say u miss ur ernie.haha
dont really look like ernie la.haha
jus a few days of communication
but yall click so well!=))
i will miss her too.
i dont tink there's any hope of her wanting to stay.=(

sunday is GO GREEN day!

emo kid

2008-01-19T23:00:00.000-08:00

today is a bad day man.

lets talk abt ytd.
went giving out flyers with woeixin
while ant and cat went to the other blocks
it was like the most we talked after the end of sec 2
we talked abt anything jus like before
though it was different but at least we wld talk
its true tt we had nth in common.ABSOLUTELY nth
mayb its jus the way we talk tt made us friends
hope her leg and shoulders are fine
when i dont expect, i dont get disappointed.
thanks woeixin.=)
it was jus ard 4 hrs.but it was nice bringing back memories.

im trying to stop myself from thinking.
like the way i expect u to console me.made me disappointed.yeah i admit.its different now.
you made me cry another time +1 , jus by the way u talked.

long time nv blog.
my mood is like really bad today.
getting pissed and quarreling with my mum like the whole day
sounding so emo.carn stand myself.

hopefully the coming days wld be better.hmmm
i feel restricted

have a great day cat!

orientation day 3

2008-01-04T07:13:00.000-08:00

catherine here again!!!

i am really really glad i went for the mass dance @ suntec.! everyone was highHIGHhighHIGH...in energy!

I LOVE PANTHERA; OG 3, 7, 11, 15!
i think it's pronounced as pan-tair-rah, not panty-rah. the latter sounds super awful k.

mass dance was total madness, it was the best mass dance ever.! everyone including ALL of the OGMs danced!!!!! at least that what i saw for our clan. the boys were making crazy noises and actions on their own too. YAY ♥

speedy the dance that required us to shake throughout, was the funniest.! especially the part when we gathered round and in a huge circle and kick kick kick. glen was like stuck inside the circle and we started to kick him. ._. we were alll laughing like (^#%^$@!# when his shoe dropped out. =D

then we ran round the foundation of wealth. oh yes, THE FOUNTAIN IS DAMNIT PRETTY. WITH THE WATER FALLING DOWN. instead of just the small thingy at the middle of it. HAHA.

Anyway bock! dawn said we are like the only 2 in the hall laughing our asses off during mass dance. coz others were like pulling a long face or super serious kind.
everytime aft. we wake up we become like this.
LOOOOOL!!!! =D

day 2

2008-01-03T03:40:00.000-08:00

lao shi zao tong xue men hao, wo men kai shi shang ke liao !!

very into the blogging mood lately.. HAHA.
see the chinese han yu pin yin lyrics on top? i think the song is becoming one of our favourites!

bock and i booked the sick bay from 9.05am to 12plus. haha. when we stepped of the room it's like a totally new world..and o_o the sun looked as if it just rises. ._.
afterwards when people came back from amazing race, tired and all we are probably the 2 quite energetic one. like mass dance.! think most of us were quite high, cheered like crazy...

PANTHEEEEEEEEEEERA !!!!!!!!

2008

2008-01-02T23:27:00.000-08:00

havent blogged like for a long long long time!!
shall talk about hols mayb like in the next post

today is the first day of sch
sch started off fine seeing the familiar faces at the round table in canteen
was really happy..haha.
1A is a class with character.
people are like so nice and we dont judge people.
love 1A!=D

really din like orientation
cos its really boring boring plus boring.
i jus din like the feeling of it
the ogls and councillors put in alot of effort, i know
but i jus carn seem to enjoy it.
mayb its jus me
or if all of us were more enthu it would have been much better
then after tt went out to have dinner

had a great talk with cat in the middle of the mrt station
i guess we looked wierd but who cares
we laughed talked and enjoyed ourselves.
hahhaha.we met some people too=)
thanks cat.

happy new year pull your ears

2008-01-02T05:38:00.000-08:00

yo everyone.
and welcome 08.! this is catherine blogging since blog has abandoned this blog for her taiwan/hk/korean? dramas HAHA. no la kidding.

we had orientation together with the freshies today. i thought it wasn't a very good idea but nvm, hope we get more bonded as we go. both bock and i are in pathera the lion!!! *clapppps screams bangs* YAY morning are all the sleep inducing talks, lunch followed by og bonding sessions, WOW then mass dance.

can't wait for attachment!!! but i don't know which corner of TP will it be. it's so huge and i'd probably get lost with my like horrible sense of direction.
..
and bock too. HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

i still remember both of us getting lost at NUS for around 1/2 an hour. the scary part wasn't so much of knowing that we are off track, but we saw those 'danger, please keep out' signs. and ONLY 1 CAR passed us within that duper long period.

MY SIDE TRACKING POWER IS 'WOOHOOOO' YEAH.
k. so amazing race tmr (yucks!) and mass dance!!!!!

okay bock bock, btr update hor, if 1 month later (give you more time), this is still the post that greets me when i come here...........i will *do slash head/neck action* yooooou.

MUHA. kidding =D

happy new mouse year everyone!!!!

slack

2007-11-09T11:49:00.000-08:00

so many days nv blog!!!!
everyday im like super busy!!!haha

first on mon we have the class party.
all the way until tues morning la.
my eye bags are like.WOW.
so my tues is gone.hahaha
slept like the WHOLE day

i went out on wed to pierce my ear.
now i have 4 earholes 2 on each side
heh.barbera said its addictive.haha
i wanted to pierce the 3 pair but she said no cos it will be AH LIAN.
yeah i guess i would not.
isabelle got her first pair of earholes too.looks more feminine.haha
then i went bugis to shop shop shop.

ohh thurs send jen off.
she's going back to shanghai.
she lend me like 6 shows before going
THANKS=)))
hahaha.after tt i went to wisma to shop.
bought 2pairs of shorts.
i need to lose weight man.
if not i carn wear anything nice..

school hols seem to jus start but i bet they will end fast

haven met up with cat yet.
going to perth in like 4 days?so fast.
hahahaa.i can seee jie..=)and go shopping.
to jie: tell me when u wan me to come online la.simple.haha
takecare

wooohooo

2007-11-01T01:53:00.000-07:00

no more exams!
the last paper is finally over!!!
went to cut hair after exams
its a totally different style.dry quite ok la.
but wet looks really funny=((
hahaha.but nvm my hair is dry MOST of the time!
haha
went chatterbox to for dad's bday dinner.
the food was super gd=D

stoning in front of the com
nth better to do.
dont feel like watching show
OMG i mus be sick.HAHAHA
GONA SLP SOON.
im bored.and emo.hahahhaa.

this wk is quite a busy wk...
i wanna go out.date me tml

aaron yan ya lun XDDDDDD

2007-10-31T08:56:00.000-07:00

2007-10-25T01:42:00.000-07:00

hahaa.its like super late now
1.40 am.haha
i was doing maths hw
and watching fahrenheits videos at the same time.
but yeahhh im going to slp after this post!!

cat!!after i go to ur blog makes me like arron more.
hahhaa
i tink he is super cute.
and the individual photo is the photo tt i jus saw today while searching
and i was telling myself it was the best photo then went ur blog and saw it
GOOD TASTE PPL
i seriously think he is damn cute.
like some small boy.yeah.
hahah...

had a fun day eating the wonderful donuts and playing cluedo ytd.haha
last day of sch.hehe
we will go out!!!!
arghh.i wanna watch more videos.
IM ADDICTED..how?
heh.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY ROSIE.=))
though u wont be able to see it.haha.

GOODNIGHT.i wonder if i can wake up tml
jie study hard.JIAYOU.
i carn wait to see u man.shopping!!!!!!=D

day abt fahrenheit

2007-10-23T22:23:00.000-07:00

cat arh cat!!u mistook calvin for jiro
i say the man one is jiro!!haaha

anw thanks man for ur good taste..NOT LIKE BARBERRAhan.haha
i siao siao one lo.
but it was really fun talking about them
jus like wad all girls do.haha
u jay walk for wad huh?TSKTSK..sounds serious

im watching too many shows at one go..haha
but all different types so i still can understand.haha
heard from sis tt romantic princess is very nice.
so i shall watch it when in aus
sch is boring.nth much anw.

i feel like im wasting time.....
STONING.rotting.DAYDREAMING.
HAHAHAHA

thanks xinci for the brithday gift=))
loves.
but i wont stop suaning u.haha

potato

2007-10-12T22:08:00.000-07:00

exams are over...
time passes so fast and results are backk

for CHERYL BOCK:
i got 2A 3B 1C 4D
but i tink its not bad la.
cause i improved.
ok so yeahh my GPA 3.3
and haven confirm my sub combi next so
tts abt it.

THANKS cat and ant for the quite ex meal at swensens.haha

im gona melt and fuse with the sofa.haha
like a potato lying and watching vcds as usual.
hahaha
many many vcds to watch.
and i cannot watch too much on com cos my eyesight got prob.
will this hol be a useful one?
I CARN WAIT TO GO TO PERTH!!!
but i dont wan hols to end so fast.

school is boring....
HAHAHAH

time passing

2007-09-23T13:44:00.000-07:00

haha.days have been passing so fast.
its jus less than 2 days to promos.
cant wait for 2 oct so tt i will be free frm being guilty if i watch shows
i can watch shows day and night night and day!!haha

had a great celebration at top of the M at meritus mandarin
the revolving makes me giddy.haha
but nonetheless thanks to mum and laoshi.heh

everyones muggin
great expectations comes with disappointment.
mayb it wlden be like last yr

fate

2007-09-06T20:51:00.000-07:00

met wx at tamp on sat
i was really shock
but there was a tinge of happiness since i haven seen her for a long time
all the inner turmoil
EVOKED!
feels....undescribable

today.
its her birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
it feels wierd calling ur name though
bg? oldmajor? you? or the operator? 327
lg? napoleon? me? or the caller? heh.

its memories=)good ones of cos.
walk the path he planned for me
but its true that i do miss u

exams are coming really soon.
JIAYOU cat.and everyone who are gona have them really soon.haha.

PP YAYS!

2007-08-21T20:45:00.000-07:00

i really hate it when i get pissed at people so easily.
it really NEVER happened so often before.
it takes time to change but i definitely will.

because i never know when i will hurt others
when i get pissed.

like the story of the father asking the boy to stapler the fence everytime he gets angry
"whenever you get angry, stapler the fence at the backyard once"
as the boy lost his temper easily, he finished stapling the fence very quickly
"everytime u manage to control your temper, remove one stapler"
after a couple of weeks, the boy removed all the staplers.
then his father said
"look at the fence, they are punctured permanently. whenever you lose your temper, you never know who you will hurt and even hurt them permanently"

this story applies to me ba.haha
wonder if cat rmbs it.
i told you when i we were going hm tgt after my badz and after ur squash.heh

today in sch it wasnt really gd
but i really enjoyed going to pp with meow and baberra han.hahaha
it was really fun
LAUGHTERS.though we were really noisy, those laughters came from within us.heh
its like a up and down thing.
good today bad tml.
THANKS ALOT BOTH OF YOU.
for the laughters you brought me.

disappointments

2007-08-08T15:50:00.000-07:00

sch is boring.
nth special happened anw
it wld be lyk last ur passing so fast without anyting significant happening

come to think of it
my expectations are too high i guess
as i told cyn
becos we were so blessed to have them
we cannot lower our expectations
and accept other ppl.

ant told me that
i will nv come across a person similar to anyone of them
i agree but....its kindof hard to lower it.

is it gd to be straightforward or jus keep opinions to urself?

missed 2 days of sch becos im down with bad flu and sorethroat
a long holiday ahead
not very long acty
lots of LA meetings though

im looking forward to going to perth to meet my sis.

patience

2007-07-29T11:28:00.000-07:00

its been a long time since i updated
reallly reallly long.
every wk passed so fast cos nth really exciting happened.yeah
ahaha.other than projs wad else can i have.

i shall tok abt ytd
ytd was my classs cip!!
everyone went except for 1 who clden make it and another irritating one.
hahahaa.was quite happy la!cos it was a success
we had to sell bottles to raise funds for children cancer foundation.
me and my wonderful partner lynette were great!!
hahaha.we were so thick skin and encouragin each other!!
hahahaha.thanks lynette.=)

after the cip i did something sooo fooolish
hah.i went to queue for donuts!!
the donut factory DONUTS..
haha
THE STUPID QUEUE WASNT VERY LONG
BUT........................
i queued for 2 WHOLE HOURS or more than tt?
just for 12 donuts ..
sharon should thank me lyk mad man..haha
but nvm since she offered to treat me.haha.
i did a fooolish ting
but the feelng of satisfaction is really GREAT
i shall queue agn when i have alot of time.
I SURE HAVE PATIENCE

my knee hurts lyk crazy with additional 2 ulcers to add on to the pain!
hahahaha.so fast its sunday agn..boring.